[00:02.260]Hold myself' cause I feel like you are up to something[00:08.577]F**k yeah you are up to something[00:10.469]Scandalous, taste my bitter heart[00:15.331]I know it makes you blush[00:18.202]I got pain in my brain, I don't want you feel[00:20.689]Emotions I can't bare to reveal[00:22.950]Mine as well left my heart open[00:24.323]I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain't real[00:26.225]Got pain in my brain I don't wanna feel[00:28.728]Emotions I can't bare to reveal[00:30.720]Man, I left my heart open[00:31.781]I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain't real[00:34.724]I'm heart broken open still sliding[00:35.786]My flow is still immaculate[00:37.408]I'm out of retirement[00:38.170]I got a lot of pain you can see in my writing[00:40.242]I'm hiding still looking for a love I'm trying[00:42.715]Man I look hard when I look for a girl[00:44.968]I be looking for her but never look for myself[00:46.399]Man it f**ks with my health[00:47.999]Still tryna play the game of life with dealt the cards I was dealt[00:50.993]I have been looking out for you[00:52.269]Don't really know what I'm doing[00:54.262]I don't really know but I'm still all alone[00:56.201]So I still put my pain inside this notes[00:58.145]Half the pain will never go away[01:00.258]Still miss them times we call everyday[01:02.203]Remember the time we were on the same page[01:04.184]But the love burn quickly it come and it fades[01:06.234]Reminiscing every picture with you[01:08.595]Yes, I miss you but you wasn't happy[01:10.368]Everything you said was dead[01:12.148]And now I don't know what to do without me[01:14.844]Imagine you with someone else[01:16.763]Got me going through the motions[01:18.876]Come on baby give me something[01:21.889]Cause, I got pain in my brain I don't want you feel[01:24.763]Emotions I can't bare to reveal[01:26.718]Mine as well left my heart open[01:28.023]I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain't real[01:30.272]Got pain in my brain I don't wanna feel[01:32.765]Emotions I can't bare to reveal[01:34.695]Man, I left my heart open[01:35.889]I am not chosen but I'm hoping things I feel ain't real